i used to be a member of Youth For Christ of the CFC Family Ministries. When I started college,I stopped attending meetings for some strange reason. is it because of my school load? or my cousins just stopped attending because their being a "youth" has expired? or i didn't know much about the company i was with,which made me feel a bit old? maybe a little both of each.
for quite some time now,i've been having this insatiable desire to strengthen my faith further. one way of doing this, i believe, is by surrounding myself with people who would want the same thing. nothing beats doing an activity with the same goal in mind,and doing it with new people wo can later on be your friends.
this time, i can be mature and independent enough to be active in the organization. i do not need a companion to persuade me every time to join the gatherings. although i invited cha,i know that if ever she decided not to pursue this endeavor,i would perfectly understand and that i will go on being a loyal member of the ministry.
i know god wants me in this.
he wants to know if i will really hold on to him now that the going gets tough.
but for me...
god is good... all the time!
