I need inspiration

....but hey don’t get me wrong. Im not looking for any serious, committed, romantic relationship right now. That’s the farthese thing on my mind. I think Im enjoying myself now after having gone thru a roller coaster of emotions. I admit I used to (?) have a hard time dealing with what happened to me lately, but I think I have slowly risen above it. Of course, there are still occasional lapses, but hey I’m stronger now.

All the writing (blogging) and talking to friends helped me cope with what I was going through. It wasn’t a walk in the park, I tell you. But releasing what I really feel by putting it in words really was a great tool in setting me free from all these hulabaloo.

I used to write a lot, I even kept a very nice journal. Need I say expensive. I have this obsession with paper. I buy a lot of notebooks, but I don’t get to use them all. They just end up gathering dust. Thank heavens for online journals.

I just wish I could write more. To help me even further in coping with whatever it is that stresses or bothers me. I also want to develop critical thinking by delving deep into subjects that make sense and that concerns either me, my loved ones or even the whole world. Like I said, I just need inspiration. These days, I think I also need time. Lots of it. To think… to breathe… to live… and eventually, to love…. again.